Spoiler alert: Being a Mum is hard work. Being a Mum after loss is even harder. But you know what, I got this. The first night we took Hun...

We actually made it. We have him here and he is safe and he is healthy and he is all ours. Our beautiful rainbow baby. Hunter Edward Ray Jen...

The 1st of June. We're nearly there. Where there is, I'm not entirely sure. It could be having another dead baby. Brutal but the onl...

How am I here at 32 weeks?! Also, how on earth has is taken me this long to update my blog?! Probably because I've been pretty darn busy...

We finally did it. We told the world we are having baby; Freddie will be a big brother and we will be parents to two boys (and one small ...

Aaaand breathe. I made it, I survived a scan and I came out with the news we had only dreamed of 6 months ago. We are definitely having ...

Life recently seems to be a mix of lows and highs. No in between, it's either an up or a down. But that's OK I guess. It makes a cha...

I have mixed feelings towards 2016 as I'm sure many loss mums do. 2015 was a very hard year, I had to grow up a lot when I discovered I ...

Dear Freddie , You are my only true love and you are my proudest creation. I know a mother is always biased but you were the most...

It's been 4 months tomorrow since I've been trying for a second baby. Nothing. I know to many 4 months is a drop in the ocean in ter...

Another moaning and miserable post, shock! I honestly don't know what is going wrong with my body currently. I feel as if slowly but sur...

The first thing to clear up is that there is no path of "normailty" with grief. There is no set steps of grief. Grief cannot be pu...