Spoiler alert: Being a Mum is hard work. Being a Mum after loss is even harder. But you know what, I got this. The first night we took Hun...

We finally did it. We told the world we are having baby; Freddie will be a big brother and we will be parents to two boys (and one small ...

Aaaand breathe. I made it, I survived a scan and I came out with the news we had only dreamed of 6 months ago. We are definitely having ...

Hands up if you're already sick of Christmas adverts rubbing it in your nose that you don't have your baby with you this Christmas (...

How did I even get here? I think I find myself asking this nearly daily. All I know is that my baby died and that I'm still clinging on....

Initially I started this blog to update about my pregnancy, birth and to track Freddie's milestones as he passed through his childhood....

Since as long as I can remember, I've always felt guilt very strongly. I'm one of those people that do something and then think abou...

The new normal is a phrase widely used by those who have lost a baby. It's a completely different way of life, like nothing you...

About last night. I feel like I've been in a car crash and I'm still trying to recover from it. I don't even know why it was so ...

Since losing Freddie life has been far from easy. It's rare that I find myself truly experiencing a moment of happiness. I find myself c...