Spoiler alert: Being a Mum is hard work. Being a Mum after loss is even harder. But you know what, I got this. The first night we took Hun...

We actually made it. We have him here and he is safe and he is healthy and he is all ours. Our beautiful rainbow baby. Hunter Edward Ray Jen...

How am I here at 32 weeks?! Also, how on earth has is taken me this long to update my blog?! Probably because I've been pretty darn busy...

I meant to write a post about our first Easter without Freddie a while ago but just never got round to it, I feel like life is going at 300 ...

I'm one week away from having a "viable" baby. Not that I would ever wish for this little peanut to be born anytime soon, but ...

We finally did it. We told the world we are having baby; Freddie will be a big brother and we will be parents to two boys (and one small ...

Life recently seems to be a mix of lows and highs. No in between, it's either an up or a down. But that's OK I guess. It makes a cha...

Hands up if you're already sick of Christmas adverts rubbing it in your nose that you don't have your baby with you this Christmas (...

Dear Freddie , You are my only true love and you are my proudest creation. I know a mother is always biased but you were the most...

The first thing to clear up is that there is no path of "normailty" with grief. There is no set steps of grief. Grief cannot be pu...

Freddie will always be in our hearts. That's a given, he will never, ever be forgotten. But for me, I need more than that.These days, it...

Initially I started this blog to update about my pregnancy, birth and to track Freddie's milestones as he passed through his childhood....

You don't just lose a baby. You lose the future you had planned for him. You lose the future you had planned for the both of you. I...

Since as long as I can remember, I've always felt guilt very strongly. I'm one of those people that do something and then think abou...

The new normal is a phrase widely used by those who have lost a baby. It's a completely different way of life, like nothing you...

About last night. I feel like I've been in a car crash and I'm still trying to recover from it. I don't even know why it was so ...

I was inspired to write this post after I saw this question posed on the facebook page of   Still Standing Magazine . "W hat do y...

Since losing Freddie life has been far from easy. It's rare that I find myself truly experiencing a moment of happiness. I find myself c...

"How are you getting on?". The most irritating question I receive on a daily basis. So much so I actually avoid going out to somew...